not particularly clear

i was going through a really ugly looking notebook I've been using for the last year or so, and i found some phrases i wrote to my self,

The Easy way out :
is to believe that you are fated to fail,
is to loose ground before you even start,
is to believe that no matter how thoughtless you become, things will still go your way,
if you don't leave this battlefield as in right now, you'll just start another war.