beginings

hope you know how to build Igloos !

Not much said, not much at all,
it't not much to say,
as simple as loosing your way,
and towards where the winds throw you,
fall...

Remember, "you are as insignificant as your greatest aspiration", ... small chance of comfort there.

and i'm back...

Alexandria Cornish, 3:30 Am, same spot as the earlier shot.

same place, same shot, same feeling,
a different time, a different man, and a far different world,
5-6 years now?
  I've really Missed Alexandria, she just keeps getting younger...
and so do i.
;)

on the 34thYear of our existence

not particularly clear

i was going through a really ugly looking notebook I've been using for the last year or so, and i found some phrases i wrote to my self,

The Easy way out :
is to believe that you are fated to fail,
is to loose ground before you even start,
is to believe that no matter how thoughtless you become, things will still go your way,
if you don't leave this battlefield as in right now, you'll just start another war.

2011

an observation

After too many hours playing historical empire building games, and too many experiences in my life, i truly am beigning to believe that the larger an empire was the nastier the women were
in other words, on a mass scale men were more than willing to charge up naked to a loaded cannon than stay home and deal with their wives.
i find this view adds a f of light to the flight of the Mongols, the Turks, the Arabs, and the English ...
poor sods all of them.

uplifting #1

again, and again...

I was happy,

I didn't care much about what the world did to me,

I dreamed what I wanted, and went out there and got it,

it was always out there for me to take,

I didn't care much if you agreed or not,

I didn't care much if I was acceptable or not,

I didn't bother with trying to understand how you felt,

I only cared about what I felt,

I saw my goals and I took them,

without permission,

without regret,

without remorse,

maybe a little frustration,

maybe lots of shouting and banging on stupid walls,

but I got my way,

and yes, I was happy,

and then one day,

a woman came along,

hell! Too many women came along!

I was happy enough to want to share my happiness,

I longed to share that happiness with you,

and that was my fatal mistake,

it's been down hill ever since,

I was wrong to let you in,

I was wrong to expect much from you,

I was wrong to hold on, when you didn't deserve it,

I should have been as self centered as you,

as idiotic, hateful, as grudge pampering as you,

too bad I can't be anything like that,

even if I tried,

and boy was I forced to try,

something inside me always rebelled against being this stupid,

and that better part of me wins,

again,

and again...

:)

pressing my (arguable) advantage

Remember this one?

quartette

"Everything in this world comes in fours, truth, untruth, false, unfalse, and the poles don't count, spread a membrane between the four points and there you have your interest"

Mohannad Faried, too many times to count .

Marsa Matruh lavatory

Just to Piss MirrorcraX off !!

You Are an Espresso

At your best, you are: straight shooting, ambitious, and energetic At your worst, you are: anxious and high strung You drink coffee when: anytime you're not sleeping Your caffeine addiction level: high

What Kind of Coffee Are You?

a responce to MirrorcraX's post!

You Are A Hazelnut Tree


You're a charmer with a killer sense of humor.
You are very demanding, but you can also be very understanding.
No matter what, you always make a lasting impression - you're quite popular.
Passionate, you are an active fighter for social causes and politics.
In general, you are moody, honest, a perfectionist,
and very sexual.

What is Your Celtic Horoscope?

Your Brain's Pattern

Your mind is a firestorm - full of intensity and drama. Your thoughts may seem scattered to you most of the time... But they often seem strong and passionate to those around you. You are a natural influencer. The thoughts you share are very powerful and persuading.

What Pattern Is Your Brain?

You Have A Type B+ Personality

You're a pro at going with the flow You love to kick back and take in everything life has to offer A total joy to be around, people crave your stability. While you're totally laid back, you can have bouts of hyperactivity. Get into a project you love, and you won't stop until it's done You're passionate - just selective about your passions

Do You Have a Type A Personality?

We Ride! ....

To which race of Middle Earth do you belong?

Rohirrim
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Eomer If I were a character in The Lord of the Rings, I would be Eomer, Man of Rohan, heir to the throne, nephew of Theoden and brother of Eowyn. Who would you be? Zovakware Lord of the Rings Test with Perseus Web Survey Software